This is me checking in; rumbling about why I haven’t uploaded a new episode

I’m feeling like I need to focus on myself more than anyone or anything…. Well it helps me to be a better mother or am I just not creating a good plan for myself!? I don’t know why it feels like people are testing me or just trying to use me? I can’t be use if I enjoy doing it

My old school friend was telling me his life story about his step daughter who wanted him to make her happy like her mother!!! Since he didn’t; she will try to get him put in jail any chance she can.

Apparently i am in duffy st..?.? Well in love i have felt like I have gotten the short end of the stick. I have learned it best to take your loss in order to travel light on life. No matter how small or how big it is. God will return it 3x times than what he took away! Learning from past mistakes and knowing that how people did you was more about them. I gave so much because myself image wasn’t as important as my love for them. People will say a lot about how they will treat you based on how they treat the ones around them. So make sure they respect the people they don’t need.

I fund myself over giving in relationships. I feel use in most of my relationships with people, and i tend to leave myself dry from everything. Not anymore!