When you're on that emotional rollercoaster the world goes by so fast that you can't make out the details of the lost in the blur of the moment. Without those details any conclusions found will ultimately be devoid of fact. The excitement and personal gratification provided by the ride will not serve informed decisions. When the time comes to employ logic I recommend that you hop off that ride, take a deep breath, and then take in every detail of the reality you live in and then let truth guide your reason.