Character defects, when trying to rid oneself of them anyway, are, as I've said in the past, like whack a moles... Every time you bang one down, another pops up! But, as I have also, back then... I was pretty full of shit! L🤷‍♂️L Now, I'm not here to beat myself up put myself down. I've been tossed aside enough by some and pushed around by others still, and, quite frankly, I'm getting tired of all these geometric puns. If I ever forget which way I'm going again just allow myself to safely fall down, and then go in an opposite direction. THE POINT IS that if I intend on actually ridding myself of my shortcomings I must be not only willing to look at, process and examine my motives and intent in the many situations where I found myself a victim to others vicious sick cruelty, but also the part I played in putting myself there in the first place. It's an awful, ugly road to back down, to be sure, but the benefits that I stand to gain by doing so are insurmountable. So I must continue pushing through this mess of uncertainty and uncomfortable feelings in order to free myself of the strangling hold of my menacing ways. With my guest, Alyssa! So join us, won't you?!😏