why am i surprised about what happened this week? i mean, i know by now that life's weird and everything always happens at the same time. you spend six months drowning in the dark and then, sbam. i kinda wanted to put a brief summary of the episode here, but it's all so intense that i cannot really find the (written) words to express what i am experiencing right now. maybe, i am still a bit afraid that everything will disappear tomorrow and i will fall again down that hole. i'll leave you to it. you can listen to it while you clean the kitchen, walk the dog, take a bath, tidy up your room or drink a glass of Primitivo.