In today’s raw and honest episode, Niki opens up about what it’s really like navigating single life in her 30s: the desire for a partner, the frustration with emotionally unavailable men, and the deeper healing that shapes how she shows up now.

Inspired by the song “As I Am” by Hannah Kerr, she shares how the lyrics reminded her of the one love that never changes its mind: God’s. From rebuilding after an abusive relationship to learning not to shrink, settling for less, or dimming her heart, this episode is a reminder that you are worthy of real, steady, emotionally mature love.

If you’ve ever felt behind, “too much,” or tired of starting over, this conversation is for you. You are not forgotten. You are not alone. And your desire for real love is no mistake