Sometimes peace doesn’t feel like relief. Sometimes it feels unfamiliar, restless, even boring. In this episode, Oni explores why chaos can feel like home, how our bodies learn to survive in intensity, and why calm challenges the identities we’ve built around struggle. From the subtle ways we recreate chaos to the practice of staying present in stillness, this episode dives deep into what it truly means to exist without constant urgency, and how peace reshapes our connection with ourselves and others.