You think you’ll never love again or even think about being with another person in such a close relationship again.  I surely have felt that way over the last couple of years.  I couldn’t even imagine at my time in life making all the compromises to share space with another person.  I only wanted to find my best self and learn to stand on my own two feet.  I was always fiercely independent and individualistic anyway.  We both were.  I bet you also know how completely unique your relationship was with your spouse.  Of course it is not something that could ever be duplicated.  But apparently the heart can open and grow.  Email:  [email protected]  Widowed:  http://bit.ly/Widowed