Leaders don’t just manage agendas—they wrestle the quiet “what if” at 2 a.m. In this episode, Pastor J. gets honest about fear and anxiety at the helm: the performative calm, the rumor mill, and the fatigue loop it creates. You’ll get five practical, faith-anchored moves to trade projection for presence, clarify without oversharing, share the load, turn fear into formation, and cast it—don’t carry it. Slower heart. Sharper decisions. Stronger teams. Name it, frame it, and take the next small, honest step.