Whether it's a project or your walk of faith, there comes a point when you question what you know and your identity now.
When the euphoria is diminished, and the trials show up, you start to wonder if you are genuinely this new creature you thought you were.
Doubt starts to muddy your clear waters, and you feel uneasy as you think of the future - what this means about you and everything you've believed until now.
"Am I ready for this?" "Is this really what I was meant to be doing?"
This is the feeling I've had for a few days now, and I have some perspective for you if you're in a similar spot.