Being pregnant may mean you won't kill yourself like those around you, but it can’t be an immunity Malorie can use for a long while, not that she’s aware of it.

Keep your eyes closed every time, learn to get around blind, cause they get into your head, your very soul, through your eyes and they will make you feel/see things that will make you kill yourself. 

Grab a bag of chips for this 3 hour long movie, you may enjoy it, I did.