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In this episode of Unfiltered Confessions, Nea Howell sits down with Erika, who admits what most people never will: she was a mean girl — and a hater.
They keep it all the way real about:
Growing up hard and wearing the “mean” armor
Gossip, hate, and how it bleeds into parenting and business
Drinking, weight gain, heartbreak, and the shadow work that cracked her open
Social media f*cking with your head and making you hate people you don’t even know
Why forgiveness — especially of yourself — is the hardest part
This ain’t a redemption story. It’s raw, messy, and honest. It’s about remembering who you’ve always been underneath the pain.
The scariest confession isn’t what you did to others — it’s admitting what you did to yourself
By NeaTalk Network — A Global Network of Voices.In this episode of Unfiltered Confessions, Nea Howell sits down with Erika, who admits what most people never will: she was a mean girl — and a hater.
They keep it all the way real about:
Growing up hard and wearing the “mean” armor
Gossip, hate, and how it bleeds into parenting and business
Drinking, weight gain, heartbreak, and the shadow work that cracked her open
Social media f*cking with your head and making you hate people you don’t even know
Why forgiveness — especially of yourself — is the hardest part
This ain’t a redemption story. It’s raw, messy, and honest. It’s about remembering who you’ve always been underneath the pain.
The scariest confession isn’t what you did to others — it’s admitting what you did to yourself