Breaking down my icy heart and bitterness about areas of my weakness. Finding my words and my heart this morning, my desire, my inner softness. ( questioning whether the speed of light is the fastest, or the speed of love? ponderings on plan of salvation, eternal life, covenants, as I study self reliance : https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/general-conference/2022/04/46martinez )