2020 was challenging, especially for my family and me, as we struggled financially and lost those we hold dear to the pandemic. When I spiraled out of control and hit rock bottom, I had two choices: stay down or get back up, and I think we both know which option I chose. 

And yes, I, too, developed bad habits in the past that included watching p*rn, and it's not something that I'm proud of, but thankfully, I was able to conquer my addiction and regain my confidence and most authentic self back with the support I had as I battled through it. It took a lot of thinking about whether to publish this and as much as I didn't want to, I knew that I had to. I hope this helps.