This is an episode about Depression, Darkness and the road back to God.  

Very few people knew/know about my daily struggles of fighting off those demons we battle inside of our own head. No one knew what I was going through mentally. I was in the darkest moments of my life. I encourage anyone that is battling the demons of depression and suicide to please TALK TO SOMEONE. And I encourage everyone else to CHECK on your friends. Check on your strong friends too. I can’t tell you how many times I would be in my car on the way to/from the gym just yelling at myself and cussing at myself in anger/pain. I remember screaming “What the F*** is wrong with me!!” “Get out of my F***ing Head!!.” Every time I got in my car I talked myself out of driving off the bridge or into a telephone pole. I just wanted it to end. I was fighting these demons alone for over a year before I finally fell to my knees and asked God to help me because I couldn’t do it alone. I was beyond broken.

That being said

I am so grateful for the person I have become now that I am on the other side of that storm. Because of all this I have become much closer to God, such a better husband, and father. For that I am extremely grateful. I now have a testimony to share with others and help others. I prayed for many months for God to give me the strength to share my story with others. I was embarrassed and was afraid of the judgment of others… Until I finally shared a part of my story and received so much love, and also messages from others going/had gone through similar situations. Once I realized I wasn’t alone made me want to let other know that they are not alone either.  YOU ARE NOT ALONE. This is why Relentless Apparel Company was born and this is why Do The Damn Show Podcast was born.

Stay Relentless! The battles are daily but I promise you that you can win.

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