Dang. Life has been hard lately, hasn't it? I'm right there with you. This episode is about the anguish I'm having breaking up with my online spiritual teacher of 4 years, who doesn't know me at all. Because that's the world we live in. But I got to the limit this type of learning.  As I try to extract the lessons from it, I reflect on what it means to be a teacher, how culture can be thought of as soil for our consciousness and the work of real Artists of composting the shit and shadow of humanity in the underground so that beautiful things can grow.