FUGLY, or F**KING UGLY is something I've dealt with for years....from family, friends, classmates,so on, and after being told that over and over.....and over again, you start to believe it. My father had all the confidence and self-esteems you could handle, but it's the one thing we always clashed about, just cause I'm named after you doesn't mean I'm confident like you. I can't be confident 24/7, it will run you ragged, and what is the point of killing yourself if a person or persons thinks you're an ugly bastard?