You're modern. You are media-savvy and hardened by the drama you've come to depend on to compensate for the lack of direction in your own life. You have a few feelings left though. Humiliation maybe? Guilt? You're still determined to be nice to the people around you, and there must be a feeling in there somewhere. Maybe there's no sound more terrifying than someone else's laughter, maybe you want to care, and that's your problem. Maybe someone cares about you. Wouldn't that be the worst?