What’s love got to do with trauma? In our very first episode, AJ and AJ dig into the theme of love—romantic, religious, and deeply confusing. "J" shares the story of her first marriage straight out of BYU: a supposed eternal bond that fell apart while living above a truck stop in the middle of nowhere, and how binging Ally McBeal helped her believe in love again. "A" revisits her high school years, unpacking an unrequited crush that peaked with an unexpected tongue during a school play—from a boy who, it turned out, didn’t actually like her—and how she escaped into A Walk to Remember.