Welcome to the very first episode of Mother, May I Spill? -- a space where motherhood and healing finally meet.

In this raw and unfiltered introduction, I'm recording right from my car (because that's real mom life, right?) and opening up about what led me here -- the chaos, the trauma, the love, and the longing for community. I share what it means to be a "motherless mother," how becoming a mom revealed the unhealed parts of me I didn't even know were there, and how I'm learning to rebuild myself while raising my daughter.

If you've ever felt like you're healing and parenting at the same time, this space is for you. You're not alone, mama -- and this is just the beginning.