It started like any other offsite—awkward icebreakers, lukewarm coffee, and pretending to care about Q3 strategy. But somewhere between a jog to the BART station and a seafood dinner with cross-contamination potential, something shifted.

This episode traces the slow unraveling: chest pain mistaken for indigestion, Coke chugging at 2 AM, and world-class denial the next morning—all while parenting, working, and silently spiraling.

I talk about family history, quitting Lipitor too early, and the moment it all started to click.

Because sometimes, the bill doesn’t come in dollars. It comes in heartbeats.