I recorded this first episode on my 40th birthday, and instead of celebrating with answers, I'm celebrating with questions. In the very first episode of Let A Bitch Live, I share the story behind the podcast, a text message from a friend that reminded me why life is worth living, and five things I've been thinking about as I enter my 40s—from friendship and perimenopause to caring less about what people think and figuring out what it means to build a life that feels fully lived.