This is a different kind of podcast stemmed from my pain due to the murder of George Floyd. This is a very raw podcast that I recorded in my bed in the early morning because I could not sleep. My head was too full and my heart was too heavy for sleep. So I jumped on my phone and began recording a voice note. I hope Young World you will not listen to this alone, but with your parents, with your friends and their parents. I hope you parent listeners will listen to this with your spouse or co workers. I hope this podcast reaches all those who need to know they are not suffering alone. Even myself as a woman who is strong in her faith is hurting as a black woman who has 2 sons. I am sharing my pain in this podcast like I've never done before. I am sharing my experience of racism in a small down now, today in 2020. My childhood racism is there and is important but I feel it's more important to share what I am going through now and what my children have gone through. A lot of people believe racism is an American thing and just doesn't happen in Canada, but yes it does! it is rampant and is hidden very well. In option that is much worse than someone calling you the 'N' word to your face because when it's done subliminally it's very calculated. I want this to open up discussions as we all heal. I want this to be a podcast that shows my pain and my vulnerability. Take a good listen and get a discussion going. The murder of black people by white people needs to stop...everywhere!