Y’all!! I made it to TEN EPISODES!!

Let’s just celebrate that as a thing!!

THIS RAMBLE I’m sitting with how often I miss genuine connection, joy that others exhibit in response to me. A friend ran at me with excitement and joy that I was at the same place as her in the flesh, tackled me to the ground and pulled me onto her lap — saying how glad she was to have me there!

— and I didn’t register that as gladness. My mind is so deadset on only seeing and feeling what I feel, which is disconnection.

This is a huge observation, to realise how often I am simply starving to death not because what I want and need isn’t available but because I’m not allowing it IN!? Wow!

‘Sexuality is my superpower

Pleasure is my compass’

Sira Arakelyan

What I am really longing for IS connection to myself. To live I more and more moments from a place of connection!

Which I am coming to realise means I can then connect to others and the world from a place of being in full connection to myself!

Mentioned in this episode-

Existential Kink by Carolyn Elliott

Wim Hof — breathing and ice bath + Riverdell Spiritual Centre

Dancing Room— find them on FB— they’re the bomb!! 🤙🏽

Autism

Authentic Relating (Level 1 through https://authenticrelating.co/)

@sira_arakelyan

Find me —

@the_innermost_ramblings

@iamfiona__