The night of the tornado 

Out in the field 

totally broken open 

Some times I feel like I don’t want to share what’s going on inside of me, or how I feel, on line

But I‘m realizing I am tired of holding on to this stuff and I really want it out

In the end is what I want is for connection and to be understood? 

Maybe. 

The idea of relationships seems so foreign to me which feels weird to say.

Cuz I don’t know how it happened 

and even though this doesn’t fill the void of that at least I am getting it out