Ryan had everything going against him and many in the early part of his life would be shocked that he now loves Jesus, is married to a lovely believing woman, is fathering 3 children, and serving the God that he once hated. Listen to the story of how God pursued Ryan and ultimately broke the chains of blindness to the truth and feelings of unworthiness. Also, Ryan shares the contrast of his experience of depression and suicidal thoughts as a Christian through the love of a church community.