"I HATE THIS JOURNAL." was scrawled in capitalized red sharpie at the end of final entry in this journal. Be forewarned, journals are messy. In this newest journal reading, meet the journal I didn't complete because I judged it so harshly. This is the first reading of more from this particular journal. Don't worry, there's a playful spiritual insight for you to add to your practice, phew! Get real with me as I read my thoughts about what was going on in my world in 2009.