"I am not a perfect human being, I am not a perfect mother. And for a long time I wouldn't even open up about this topic because I wanted to be perfect. I want to be perfect for my parents, I want them to be proud of me. I want to be perfect for my kids, I want to be perfect for my partner, for my boss, for myself, my ego, and my own interest. But the truth is I don't think I am the best mother"