In this raw and revealing chapter of the Rikers diaries, the Feloni$t opens up about the emotional battles that shape her days behind bars. She speaks candidly about the search for real support, the painful work of confronting her alcohol addiction, and the tangled, often draining relationship dynamics — especially with her husband — that force her to face truths she once avoided. As she unpacks her fears and the weight of past choices, she also leans into the power of self forgiveness.