The Envelope Series

Episode 18 – When I Lost, Then Lost Again


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I didn’t plan to come back here.

Didn’t plan to see the same number staring back at me.

Didn’t plan to feel the sting of shame

settle into my bones.

But I did.

I lost—

and then I lost again.

This letter is for the part of me that thought

progress was permanent,

that I could go it alone,

that I didn’t need the tribe that held me up before.

Because what you conquer together

will slip away if you try to carry it alone.

If you’re staring at a comeback you never wanted to make,

this one is for you.

Press play.

And let’s open another one.

Your Turn:

Have you ever felt the weight of starting over?

What stopped you from showing back up?

What gave you permission to try again?

Drop a comment or reply.

I always read them.

Next Up:

Episode 19 – Title Coming Soon

Drops Monday at 6:05 AM CT.

Because shame only survives in silence—

but healing loves the light.



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The Envelope SeriesBy I don’t remember writing these… but somehow, the person who did remembers me. And they’ve been guiding me all along.