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In this fourth instalment of her ongoing story, Robin Richardson shares the harrowing beginnings of what she calls her initiation into a spiritual decent into the darker part o fthe subconscious , or what others might call targeted harassment. She recounts how, after years of health and stability following her spiritual awakening, a wave of strange synchronicities, dreams, and telepathic encounters began to unfold. Robin describes being drawn into a surreal dynamic with a public figure she names “Moon Man,” experiencing astral interactions, dreams of being recruited, and the disturbing sense of being surveilled and manipulated. Her story moves through escalating intensity: men stationed on street corners, the feeling of being filmed through her windows, hypnotic dream instructions, and the terrifying push-pull of attraction and coercion. Robin details a pivotal moment when a bike accident left her injured and vulnerable, deepening her entanglement with these forces. From there, she speaks of encounters with what she calls a “tech god,” escalating into attempts to control her through trance states, sexual hypnosis, and instructions to disappear. Ultimately, Robin finds herself on the run—hiding in barns, thorn bushes, and farmlands, walking for days with a broken foot, drenched in blood and exhaustion—until she finally escapes back to Toronto. She frames these experiences not just as psychosis, but as a kind of alchemical descent into the underworld, where nightmares and waking life collapsed into one. With raw honesty, Robin reflects on how her dreams of being saved or elevated by powerful men instead manifested as her worst nightmares, and how this period became a battle for her sanity, autonomy, and soul
By Robin RichardsonIn this fourth instalment of her ongoing story, Robin Richardson shares the harrowing beginnings of what she calls her initiation into a spiritual decent into the darker part o fthe subconscious , or what others might call targeted harassment. She recounts how, after years of health and stability following her spiritual awakening, a wave of strange synchronicities, dreams, and telepathic encounters began to unfold. Robin describes being drawn into a surreal dynamic with a public figure she names “Moon Man,” experiencing astral interactions, dreams of being recruited, and the disturbing sense of being surveilled and manipulated. Her story moves through escalating intensity: men stationed on street corners, the feeling of being filmed through her windows, hypnotic dream instructions, and the terrifying push-pull of attraction and coercion. Robin details a pivotal moment when a bike accident left her injured and vulnerable, deepening her entanglement with these forces. From there, she speaks of encounters with what she calls a “tech god,” escalating into attempts to control her through trance states, sexual hypnosis, and instructions to disappear. Ultimately, Robin finds herself on the run—hiding in barns, thorn bushes, and farmlands, walking for days with a broken foot, drenched in blood and exhaustion—until she finally escapes back to Toronto. She frames these experiences not just as psychosis, but as a kind of alchemical descent into the underworld, where nightmares and waking life collapsed into one. With raw honesty, Robin reflects on how her dreams of being saved or elevated by powerful men instead manifested as her worst nightmares, and how this period became a battle for her sanity, autonomy, and soul