Content warning: domestic violence, emotional abuse, and identity repression.

In I Knew What I Was Doing and Kept Doing It, I confront one of the most uncomfortable truths of abuse: awareness does not prevent harm. Knowing better did not stop the behavior, it enabled it. This episode dismantles the myth that ignorance is the primary driver of violence and replaces it with a harder reality. Insight existed alongside harm. Awareness became a tool, not a deterrent.