iam in the hospital now because i tried to harm myself and i need metal health help and well the drs and nurses would not help me ive cried for help for months and they turned me away and i snaped i was bullied and i was lied to and then i just had enough so i just ended up taking 90 caps of my chemo meds and well that was a bad idea now i have to get blood work every week because my bone marrow might be shutting down .... so we will see what happens