Well, here I am being the most raw I have ever been to date!

When I recorded this episode I was a waif, a gypsy floating around on the floor of friends!

And, surprisingly, this has been what I needed, so I could be around community, and being in community has meant I’ve been held and seen in ways that have allowed me to begin to birth more of myself!

My niece’s 2nd birthday party —

F*ck this girl is spunky and magnetic! I AM SO INSPIRED by her! She s a social butterflyfish, dances freely and — I just want everyone to know how amazing she is!!

Real talk y’all! Heading back to be with family of origin, (town of origin, culture of origin)

I feel completely powerless.

I don’t know how to be with and stay with these places within me!

I feel like I let myself down.

A conversation and dance between my inner parts!

Kids see so much! I feel seen by kids. These little souls who just ‘get it!’

Physical touch is becoming safer. And the way it can support. Hold my hand, THIS feels a bit bigger than I can do by myself at the moment.

I can ask for this from others.

AND I can give this to myself!

Can I just be with you!?

You don’t need to change anything!

Truth lived outside of my body! So I learned not to trust my body!

Feeling is the point. I spend so much time judging myself, but the feeling is the gift and the way home.

I ask a lot of questions of myself, among them —

How can I be expanding and yet still struggling with the old things!?

What if feeling what I’m feeling is the thing that the world needs most from me in the is moment, in any given moment!?

An episode for the brave! Thanks for being with me, as always! 🤟🏽 much love x

Mentioned in this Episode

Authentic Relating- Community Calls — https://authenticrelating.co/art-community-circles/

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