🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Episode 27

Title: Lose Yourself… or Let God Use You

🧩 Today’s Crumb (Question):

If God handed you 90 minutes to change everything…

Would you get to work, or waste it waiting for permission?

📍 Description:

It’s June 7th, 3:58 AM. I'm hyped. I tried to play Eminem’s Lose Yourself while recording this and blew up my phone. Classic.

But this episode is all about the gap between the moment and the move—how God sometimes opens a 90-minute window and asks,

“Will you swing?”

I talk about:

• Getting woken up by the Holy Spirit—and my son Noah
• The weird peace that comes from spiritual confirmation (even when it’s through a toddler)
• Bleaching shirts in the front yard (don’t ask)
• Old friends, old neighborhoods, and the gut-punch of impermanence
• Harvard business cases, pressure cookers, and the wild idea that God might be setting me up for a holy productivity blitz

Also… I tried to make up a song on the fly. It was bad. You’re welcome.

⏱️ Highlights & Timestamps:

00:25 — Eminem, Spotify glitches, and what the Spirit used to wake me

03:15 — My son Noah becomes my spiritual confirmation

04:50 — Bleach on a t-shirt and unpredictable CRUMB prep

06:30 — Childhood nostalgia, old houses, and sacred memories

08:15 — The Harvard business case story and divine time compression

09:45 — The prayer beneath it all: “God, help me use this window well”

📖 Scriptures Referenced or Echoed:

• James 4:14 — “You are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes.”
• Ephesians 5:15–16 — “Be very careful, then, how you live… making the most of every opportunity.”
• Romans 12:1 — “Offer your bodies as a living sacrifice… this is your true and proper worship.”

🧠 Core Takeaway:

God doesn’t need your full calendar.

He just needs your next 90 minutes—offered in faith.

👣 Closing Line:

Crumb Confessional #27 — proof that 3:58 AM, a kid’s footsteps, and one hyped-up moment of obedience can crack open a Kingdom day.

Let’s go.