In order to create or manifest your reality you need to be aware that you are doing it. You are the creator of your reality. You created every negative and every positive in yur daily life. Al lot of people would say "but i did not choose to be sick or id id not choose to be poor" and that is true for a big part but more important is that you where not aware that you did created. Awareness is the first step you need to make if you want to belief that you are the creator of your reality.