*Trigger warning - We address suicidal ideation and hope in this podcast* In this episode I get to talk to the inspiring Suzy Heazlewood who is an advocate for anti bullying and suicide prevention, Australasia. Suzy opens up about her journey from being a humble New Zealand postie delivering mail, to suddenly becoming the face on television for Pureaz skin care products. She talks about being threatened by jealous females who began to bully her in public and also on-line to the point where someone said, they would blow her face off. Suzy shares moments of suicidal ideation, to eventually becoming a lighthouse of hope for so many people around Australasia. *NZ Helplines: Call or text 1737 (trained counselors 24hr help) Youth line - 0800 376 633 or text 234 . Depression helpline - 0800 111 757 or text 4202, Lifeline Aotearoa - 0800 LIFELINE, (0800 543 354) or text HELP (4357), Safe to talk - The national sexual harm helpline, call 0800 044 334 or text 4334, Suicide Crisis Helpline - 0508 TAUTOKO, (0508 828 865) *Australia Helplines: Beyond Blue - Support for depression and anxiety, call 1300 22 4636, Lifeline - call 13 11 14. Headspace: For young people, call 1800 650 890 1800. Respect: For those affected by sexual abuse, call 1800 RESPECT (1800 737 732). Suicide Callback Service: call 1300 659 467 *America Helplines: Call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1 - 800 - 273 - 8255. The Crisis Text Line - Text HOME to 741741 to connect with a crisis counselor 24/7 in the U.S and Canada.