During this hard period bc of the Coronavirus crisis we don't know what to do and feel so bad. But you have to know that it's not the end of your life, you have a lots of solutions and things to reach. So just try to get busy and don't hesitate to call your friends and family. It's necessary to have a support from a bunch of people who care about you. Don't arguing with your boyfriend, friends or family. You are a star like many others. I hope you are well and healthy. I love you and see you soon, I hope.