There comes a moment when truth gets louder than comfort.

A moment when you feel the pain of the world so deeply you have to stop and ask—

I asked God a question I could no longer outrun: Who am I? What followed was not silence—but an answer that changed how I see pain, purpose, and the world itself. This is a story about awakening.

In this episode, I wrestle with awakening, suffering, truth, and the deeper question no one talks about:

What is the gain?

Because if awakening only leaves you in despair…

something is incomplete.