I have doubts and lots of fear about sharing this episode, but if I can't be honest about my personal circumstances, then I am not someone you should be listening to. 

Resources for doing the inner work:

Book: Me and White Supremacy by Layla F. Saad

Podcast: Seeing White: season two of Scene on Radio

Take a Course: Monique Melton's Antiracism Crash Course 5/19

Patreons to Support: 

1. Mockingbird Lessons

2. Rachel Cargle

3. Tina Strawn