Madi sheds light on how being a survivor of sexual abuse can change the process of becoming a mom, and surface trauma. Madi was sexually abused in high school. It wasn't until she got pregnant and had to go get cervical exams that she was to triggered, she began to hate being pregnant. Madi talks about her experience, and the process she is taking to heal and grieve her father's passing as well. Her brave story sheds light on how sexual abuse creates a void in motherhood, and the inability to enjoy simple things. If you are experiencing any kind of sexual abuse, or have ever experienced it - you are not alone. Please use the link below for resources, the process of healing is out there for you.  Madi references the Younique Foundation's healing resources - see below for more. https://youniquefoundation.org/healing-resources/