Episode Notes

This really is a flow through the thoughts and things I’m processing internally, and how I feel in my body! How I’m experiencing these shifts.

Wearing dangly earrings around the house, for me, because it feels good! Huge thing for me!

How, now that I don’t just dress in boy clothes like the Tom-boy I was of old, how do I be friends with male-bodied humans!?

Turns out being unattractive in my mind was a protection. But what if I’m attractive!? What if I’m attracted to others!? — and how UNSAFE this experience is FOR NOW- as I notice and sit with my programmed experiences.

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Is attraction sin!?

Am I a bad person for having someone find me attractive!? There’s no freedom and flow in this, but this has been my experience…

How does attraction play a part in platonic friendships!?

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I’m so programmed to focus on the body but NOT BE IN my body! — this is the journey home. To begin bringing gentle awareness to these patterns as I speak them out loud and release them.

There is no other place I can experience this physical world from!

** Audio recorded on 13 Jan 2022

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