Having a parent pass away at a young age is a life-altering experience to say the least. No one tells you how to grieve or what to do with the intense emotions you're feeling. You’d give anything to feel normal. To fit in with your friends. So you do your best to ignore the darkness that's taking over you on the inside and pretend to be ok. 
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Fast forward a few years. You're 18 now, which should be one of the most happy, carefree years of your life, but you hate where you're at and you’re angry. Thoughts of "how did I get here?!" and "what kind of a God would take a mom away from a young girl?!" flood your mind. It's getting harder and harder to pretend.....
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Listen in as Alyssa Stoltz shares honestly and openly about the most sucky moments of her life. Spoiler alert: Our biggest trials often set us up for our biggest blessings!