Some times moms has to be fathers also ! I had to me Mom /Dad/Uncle/Auntie/Grandpaw/And Grandma ! Kids remember everything ! But the best you can do Is , Pray about it ! And Watch how god put things in place ! Don’t give up ! Your life is worth fighting for ! I’m a mother ! A black princess! I’m still standing tho ! And in good health ! Thru it all !