I break down my teenage years where I dealt with an overwhelming feelings of depression and suicide. I had to deal with the feelings of an everyday teenager but also had to hide my secret and try to fit in and create a normal life. Hiding was the norm for me, anything to avoid facing the truth. Even through the pain that was going inside me, I found out that I was one strong teen and still the right person showed up in my life that gave me a glimpse of hope.