What's wrong with me and why do I feel this way?  It's a valid thought and a concern when you are dealing with anxiety, depression and fear.  You don't know where to turn or who will even listen at times.  And it scares the shit out of you!  But look...  You are NOT alone!  Turn to someone for an ear.  Even if you have to call a support line, do it!  Here's a number, 800-273-8255 and you can call 24/7.  Don't sit and dwell in your own darkness.  Also, life can suck big hairy balls!  However, your cup should never be looked at as half empty.  That cup is half full and the one person that can fill it up is you!  Take charge of your life.  Appreciate that you get to live right now in this moment because there are so many others who have reached the end of the road.  They are gone...  And I'm willing to bet most of them wished they had just a little bit more time before that last breath. And on that note, RIP Charles Hostetler.  You are NEVER forgotten...  

Special shout out to our girl, Heather!  Shredding the weight and buying smaller jeans!  Get it bitch! #NoExcuses