Get yourself a well needed dose of Hope, to keep going. Things might seem as though they might go South, and stay there, but you don't need your mood descending as well. And no one says it's easy , because it isn't. Frankly, nothing could be further from our natural tendencies, than carrying a happy tune, while a storm rages on the horizon. But storms pass, and that can be hastened by our focus on that which is impervious to it's wrath. A shelter, in so many words. And you have one. Just look up. -Diego