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There’s a moment before you leave something important.
Not the argument. Not the blow-up.
The moment when you realize you’ve been explaining yourself for too long.
In this episode, I talk about what led up to my leaving the band — the slow power shifts, the silences, and the things I kept telling myself were normal… until they weren’t. I walk through the day I finally left, and the strange mix of relief, grief, and clarity that followed.
This isn’t a story about one bad moment.
It’s about erosion. About listening to your body. About knowing when staying starts to cost you more than leaving.
Everything I share here is my personal experience and perspective, told as honestly and carefully as possible.
This is Episode 7 of Starting Rumours: My Life as a Mockstar.
I Know I’m Not Wrong.
*TRIGGER NOTE* This episode discusses emotional stress and workplace conflict.
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Thank you for listening to Starting Rumours: My Life as a Mockstar. Follow, share, and leave a review to help the show reach more listeners.
Listen on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, Amazon Music, or wherever you get your podcasts.
© 2025 Mekenzie Zimmerman. All rights reserved.
By Mekenzie ZimmermanSend us a text
There’s a moment before you leave something important.
Not the argument. Not the blow-up.
The moment when you realize you’ve been explaining yourself for too long.
In this episode, I talk about what led up to my leaving the band — the slow power shifts, the silences, and the things I kept telling myself were normal… until they weren’t. I walk through the day I finally left, and the strange mix of relief, grief, and clarity that followed.
This isn’t a story about one bad moment.
It’s about erosion. About listening to your body. About knowing when staying starts to cost you more than leaving.
Everything I share here is my personal experience and perspective, told as honestly and carefully as possible.
This is Episode 7 of Starting Rumours: My Life as a Mockstar.
I Know I’m Not Wrong.
*TRIGGER NOTE* This episode discusses emotional stress and workplace conflict.
Support the show
Thank you for listening to Starting Rumours: My Life as a Mockstar. Follow, share, and leave a review to help the show reach more listeners.
Listen on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, Amazon Music, or wherever you get your podcasts.
© 2025 Mekenzie Zimmerman. All rights reserved.