I have always believed in soulmates, and I truly, deeply, madly believe that I have experienced love (once) in my life. And that heartbreak and wound has left a permanent scar in my heart and my life. And so when and if I find Mr forever, I hope he accepts me with this scar. Since that breakup in 2010, I have never dated someone with the same name because I honestly can't utter it or say it out loud. But it's 2021, and it has been over a decade, and making changes is important in moving on. And I am really trying, I promise I am. So to go out with someone with that name, was so hard on my heart. But I did it. And he hurt me. So I'm closing off that name for another 10 years. That is all.

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