I really don’t want to share this but I will. I don’t know what else to do these days when I see complete injustice and racism in America. All I can do is scream about it. My thoughts are scattered. My heart is broken. My world is upside down. I am with the victims of these terrible police shootings. It has to stop. I hate this world for sucking so bad. But I need to find those slivers of hope and love to survive it. A lot of my shit here is flawed on the details from history class but a lot of what I’m trying to cope with is the utter bewilderment of the lies and present day problems not being addressed or improved.