I reflect on how unfamiliar peace can feel when your nervous system has been used to chaos, urgency, and constantly bracing for the next thing to go wrong. I talk about learning how to live in the calm without rushing God, self-sabotaging, or trying to manufacture momentum just to feel productive.I also share how this season has required restraint instead of action — choosing not to over-explain, not to over-extend, and not to abandon myself just because things finally feel stable.